People and their characteristics
Hope you are all fine too as much or as I’m, or maybe just points ahead of me.
It’s a different feeling all together have received love from so many people, equally competing with it are the scars of hatred that just keeps mind judging myself and yes, its vice versa too.
When I meet a person, I judge the heart, the complexities that our mindset vary. In these years of teen age & adulthood I have seen ,talked, walked with people, feels like the library, empty.. silent,but still filled with stories . Okay, so here’s my story…
I remember meeting this girl in my class, arrogant and strict , too straightforward and bold yet my bench mate. I hope that by this time you must have imagined my plight of sitting beside her and passing a slim smile at the start of the day. Into her personal life, I experienced great pain, the trauma of this little girl whose cries I could hear for she lost her father to cancer at the age of pity five. There’s a story in every household, some are bitter, some shallow.. and some sad. After all, the crops too face the scorching sun to expect a heartfelt shower in return.
I had dealt with this stubborn problem to my life, which give me gitters when I remember her. A bully of my school, suspended & punished nth times. She bullied me not for been a lefty, or because I looked like an aunt wearing specs but unfortunately she thought I’m gullible to all the worst things & people. She thought, im a machine, with few emotions,perhaps only helpfulness made my heartbeat. I spoke & fought her back. She might have forgotten me, but I couldn’t erase her from my life. Therefore, some weeds dominate a growing plant. They want to become a tree but don’t they know what kinda flaws do they contain?
I met this girl. That girlfriend of mine was immense strong, grounded to her roots only after her father left her family miserably tormented and broken. It took her a while but .. she got adjusted with her mother being her only family. It’s been seven years since then.. now she has a happy family. Her father,mother & herself lives peacefully… tho.. tho.. tho..People change only when their situations become difficult. Don’t crib… just face.
Lastly the category of the girls, that never understood my kind of friendship despite of cheesy,sweetest lines, some cliched and some heartfelt. These were two girls, that made me doubt upon my friendship skills. I still don’t know the reason for their misconception. But still I thank them, to teach me been judgemental on talking to some. Feel the people, who really deserve you. Wasting your time on the grassroots won’t yield a coconut tree.